Hey Guess What!? You’ve been tagged!
I was tagged by: pacific-rem
Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.
What was your:
1. Last beverage: Water
2. Last phone call: To or from? To was probably to Dunkin Donuts to ask for an interview, and from was from a robot caller for a subbing job
3. Last text message: “Be over in a minute”
4. Last song you listened to: that i can remember? well in shazam it says ‘Hide U (Pumpin’ Island Mix)’ by Sian Kosheen & Roger Shah, so that
5. Last time you cried: uhhhh, a few weeks ago? i dont really cry
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes. twice. and twice is all you get.
7. Been cheated on: probably
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: only a little
9. Lost someone special: my uncle.
10. Been depressed: yes, and it’s been ebbing on and off lately, because stupid thoughts
11. Been drunk and threw up: yes and it was very fun.
12-14. List three favorite colors: pink, purple, teal
15. Made a new friend: yup
16. Fallen out of love: yes and i felt horrible about it
17. Laughed until you cried: yes, watching Pie Hell batsu game
18. Met someone who changed you: people change me all the time. whether its for better or for worse i dont know, but i feel like every time i interact with people outside the house i become an angrier and more hateful person and im sorry about it. i mean strangers of course, but then again there’s always that one person who makes the shitty people of before dim in comparison. so short answer: yes
19. Found out who your true friends are: hahaha found that out once i got to college and all the kids who asked me for rides in high school stopped contacting me. fuck you too
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yes and it makes me laugh every time because none of that shit is ever true
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list: yup
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life: i dont know, i havent even looked at my friends list since the last time i tried to quit facebook
23i. 23 is an imaginary number
24. Do you have any pets: a kit kat. my beautiful Boo Bert
25. Do you want to change your name: when i think about transitioning but everything similar to my name is garbage in my opinion so i would probably just keep my name. elizabeth the nonbinary transexual at your service
26. What did you do for your last birthday: went out to lunch with my mom, wandered around wild root down on the beach, chilled at my parents house, bought alcohol for the first time, partied down at my house with all the roommates
27. What time did you wake up today: 11 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: texting pacific-rem about the worst horror film in the world. utter garbage. never watch the inside if you can. it’s irish and horrible, but not because its irish. lots of graphic rape that turned me off to the whole movie being anything other than weird gore porn for the director
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Metrocon 2015
30. Last time you saw your mother: about a week ago? she’s in NY right now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: my terrible job and the fact that i dont make a lot of money
32. What are you listening to right now: the Madoka opening theme (Connect)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: tom…tom tom tom, probably a customer service employee, sure
35. Most visited webpage: Tumblr, pixiv, pokefarm
36. Blood type: AB, not sure if its positive or negative though
37. Nickname: Sena, Liz, Toudou, Biff
38. Relationship Status: single and looking to stay that way. starting to think im asexual thanks to some very recent relationships
39. Zodiac sign: cancer/leo
40. Pronouns: doesn’t matter; he/she/them
41. Elementary: Tyndall Elementary, Benhaven, Tyndall again
42. High School: Rutherford
43. College: Gulf Coast
44. Hair color: right now? bleach blonde on the ends and dirty blonde for my roots
45. Long or short: short
46. Height: 5’5”
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: literally all the time
48. What do you like about yourself?:ill get back to you on that. i can make really good props i guess.
49i. Again Imaginary
50. Tattoos: none but i have several ideas i only need money to achieve
51. Righty or lefty: Righty
52. First surgery: none surgery but i almost had it on the left side of my neck, so none surgery left neck
53. First piercing: ears
54. First best friend: thingthrowntogether
55. First sport you joined: does ‘running around the football field like a manic’ count?
56. First vacation: Hershey Park as a fetus
58. First pair of trainers: as a small child, my mother only let us get sneakers for school. i hated them so much that i refuse to buy sneakers unless theyre for running or cross training
59. Eating: nothing
60. Drinking: Water
61. I’m about to: go to bed
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: my roommates to be done in the bathroom
64. Want kids?: fuck that so hard do you even know what happens in a pregnancy because i can tell you
65. Get Married?: im having an unofficial witch wedding. no marriage.
66. Career?: i want to be an art professor, but im currently a retail slave
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: por que no las dos? but a nice stomach is good if im going to have sex with them, nice arms if im not. im workin on that nice stomach tho ;0
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger: no
77. Drank hard liquor: define ‘hard’
78. Lost glasses/contacts:i lost my contact once in the lazy river at wet n wild in orlando on my senior trip. i later discovered that i hadnt brought any extra contacts, so instead of putting on the glasses i had brought (my ‘friends’ wanted me to ride rollercoasters even though i was terrified of heights…bastards…) i wore one contact the rest of the time (which was about two days) and couldnt really see shit anyways
79. Sex on first date: haha no
80. Broke someone’s heart: yes. i crushed it good.
81. Had your own heart broken: oh yeah. its why i have such trust issues now.
82. Have you been arrested: no
83. Turned someone down: all the time. in fact, i turned down a coworker a little while ago when he asked me out for drinks even though he knew i was dating someone c;
84. Cried when someone died?: when my uncle died, i cried weeks later because i couldnt process it. when my grandmother died, i almost cried because my dad was crying and seeing his loss hit me harder than her death, but i kept it together because im the rock of the family when it comes to shit like that, and if i cried we would probably all have broken down into piles of tears. they cling to me in times like that because i become a robot when bad shit happens and seeing me calm helps them for some reason. when madoka died in the final ‘ending’ for homura, i shed a single tear. when she erased herself and all witches from existence, i cried hardcore. when lucy from elfen lied died, i bawled. does that make me a bad person?
85. Fallen for a friend: ive cycled in and out of crushes on all my friends. ive come to realize i love you all romantically and would never have sex with any of you, probably~ (unless you asked, and then i would think about it, then probably say yes because ive been able to retain friendships with everyone ive slept with. in fact, they all slowly devolved into friendships, and now i dont talk to any of them. hmm.maybe its because i wanted to avoid having sex with them. fun times!)
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: i have to keep inspiring faith in myself because it gets really hard to not just give up. ‘gotta believe to achieve~!’, or some other weightless garbage like that
87. Miracles: not really. a miracle implies something supernatural had a hand in it, which, if you want to get technical, wishes and spells can create miracles, but theyre through your will.
88. Love at first sight: no. you cant love someone until youve learned about all their facets and either come to accept and love every part of them or love them and acknowledge that parts of them are kind of shitty but you can love them despite it. what most people feel at first sight is infatuation. love is on an entirely different level.
89. Heaven: no, but i pretend for my family because i would rather not argue about theology when im trying to comfort someone for their loss. no one wants to hear ‘your mother is dead and youll never see her again because no one has a soul and there is nothing after death’. its insensitive as fuck to even try something like that. its better to abandon your entire philosophy if it means the person before you doesnt have a complete mental breakdown.
90. Santa Claus: he’s realer than jesus so why not. i try to be the official santa claus for everyone i know, because i know what you want and im going to get the one thing you didnt even know i knew you wanted, all on a shoestring budget.
91. Kiss on the first date: yeah but i hate it
92. Angels: i believe in Manami
i tag uhhhh, buggrl and anyone else that wants to do it. im going the fuck to sleep, ive got work in, like 7 hours, fuck